Talking to myself

I forgot about the blog today.  however I'm feeling fine.  Just my stomach was in pain.  I feel I did a lot of exercise today.  I think I'm going to dance often again. only easy songs thou.  by the way  now I am writing this by voice,  I am dictating to my phone what I'm  trying to write. it works fine,  it's much better than the windows  voice recognition.  the only bad thing about it is that  I have to say short sentences,  I cannot speak long photographs,  but it's okay.

I'm starting to like the city again

Oh no I almost forgot about the blog. Today nothing important happened, except my kinesiologist came to my home and checked me.

I have new excercises to make. Also I truly learnt how to use a TENS unit.

My elbow was today's problem but I think it was a nice day in generla and my hips are hurting much less.

I think I'll make a larger entry next time

I'm not really good at photography.

I'm so sleepy now but here I go.

I went to a birthday party today, I'm fine now but I hope I won't regret it tomorrow. (Because of what I ate)

I miss eating birthday cakes but I'm really sure they have a bad effect on me so they are kind of forbidden for me now.

I received some good news today, so I have another reason to e optimistic about the future.

Although I confess it was a very lazy day. I could have done something productive.

I wish this time everything will be different.

Riding on dead leaves

Today was a pretty active day. I rode my bike a lot and drove a little my parent's car. I feel bike riding is the best exercise for me, nothing really hurts when I'm riding. However I didn't get down properly and my left hip felt very bad about that. Is getting better now thou. And well, I don't fall from the bike anymore.

My stomach is getting better too , I was very careful about what to eat so I hope this time I will recover faster than usual. With time I'm learning what makes me feel bad.

Maybe the only bad thing about bike is that I have to use tendons in the forearm... and, well, in the moment was okay but now they are starting to hurt a bit.

Days like these are great. Sometimes I feel guilty about it thou, since I have fun and I'm not doing something productive, but seriously I consider that the bike should be an important part of my treatment.

And this week if my arms feel ok, I should be productive.

And I have to say today Game of Thrones was truly awesome!

natsukashii

Natsukashii is a japanese adjective that describes something as "nostalgic". Today I felt very nostalgic about my days in the pump it up and Ez2Dancer arcade dance machines. I had the time of my life there, I started to like physical activity and the most important thing, I met so many friends there. It's a pity that stuff like that now are played at house and of course is not the same. Well, to be able to play at home is great but I miss the arcades so much.

last night I couldn't sleep well , mainly because of my stomach. I felt a very sharp pain in the lower part, and when I woke up my heart was aching a bit.. I guess since I haven't slept properly my body feels tired.

so I really hope today I can sleep without any trouble.
An today, even nothing that important happened, and I'm in pain because of my stomach and hips mainly, I feel very happy. I feel like I should keep on going my illustration works. Also I keep meeting good illustrators in this area and that's amazing.

Days are getting very cold but well, the city is like that. Until now at least is not a big deal thou.

I wish I could be stronger.

Do you want to make a snowman?

It's freezing here today. Also I hate those guys that sell stuff using a megaphone, they woke me up in the morning.

Anyway it was a lazy day. At first I was feeling better about my stomach but then I felt awful. In this moment is OK. But damn is so cold. At least in my bed is not cold at all

I'm proud of myself

Back in the blog again. I was kind of busy and then I just forgot really.

Yesterday my stomach pains came back. I just ate potatoes and meat. Is so weird that meat suddenly has a negative effect on me. I'm not sure if that's the case anyway.

My elbow is always bothering, that's like an everyday thing. However I felt a short sharp in my right hand. Maybe becasue I was playing bass guitar a bit yesterday. Is kind of strange that yesterday my hand felt very good doing things like that. I thought it would be no problem.

Also I had problemas to sleep last night becasue of my hips. if I sleep like with my knees together, it hurts after a while so I have to separate them.

I think I got the flu also, but I guess that's the less important of my worries. I just hope it doesn't last months like sometimes do.

At least my shoulders feel a little better.

I was learning about mixed connective tissue diseases. It's probable I have one of them, but I'm not sure.. in case I have that, is in a very low scale, because they seem to be very harmful diseases.


To be honest there's a lot of things sometimes I'd like to write besides my health issues but I know I will be writing forever about them so now I prefer not writing about them. I like to write about my health becasue I want to someday discover what's happening to me and this will be part of the process. I can always check back how things are happening. I know it should be a personal journal, but then I thought if this has some value it would be good that other people know about it.

Also I think this will be the last journal including spanish translation. I feel is kind of a wast of time since I know the people who read this can understand english and I don't really care to do a proper spanish translation.


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De vuelta en el blog . Estaba un poco ocupado y luego me olvidé en realidad.

Ayer mis dolores de estómago regresaron. Sólo comi patatas y carne. Es tan raro que de repente la carne tenga un efecto negativo sobre mí. No estoy seguro de si este es el caso de todos modos.
Mi codo está siempre molestando, eso es como una cosa cotidiana. Sin embargo, sentí un dolor corto y agudo en la mano derecha. Tal vez fue porque estauve jugando bajo un poco ayer. Es un poco extraño que ayer mi mano se sentía muy bien haciendo cosas por el estilo. Pensé que no habría problema.
También tuve problemas para dormir anoche a causa de mis caderas. Si duermo con las rodillas juntas, me duele después de un tiempo, así que tengo que separar las piernas.

Creo que tengo gripe también, pero supongo que es la menos importante de mis preocupaciones. Sólo espero que no dure meses, como a veces pasa.
Al menos mis hombros se sienten un poco mejor.
Estaba aprendiendo acerca de las enfermedades del tejido conectivo mixto. Es probable que tengo una de ellas, pero no estoy seguro .. si tengo una, está en una escala muy baja, ya que parecen ser enfermedades muy dañinas.
Para ser honesto hay un montón de cosas que veces me gustaría escribir, además de mis problemas de salud, pero sé que voy a estar escribiendo sobre ellas eternamente , asi que ahora prefiero no escribir sobre ellas. Me gusta escribir sobe mi salud porque quiero descubrir algún día lo que me está pasando y esto será parte del proceso. Siempre puedo comprobar cómo las cosas están sucediendo. Sé que debería ser un diario personal, pero luego pensé que si esto tiene algún valor que sería bueno que otras personas sepan de él.

También creo que esta será la última publicacion que incluya la traducción en español. Siento es una especie de tiempo perdido porque sé que la gente que lee esto se puede entender inglés y yo realmente no me esfuerzo en hacer una traducción en español adecuadamente.